TW: topics about f3tishes and insecurities

so recently my mental health has been worse because everything is now my insecurity.

its because i found our people don't just have a feet fetish, a inflatation/fat fetish, there is an eyeball fetish, kneecap fetish, mouth fetish, nose fetish, armpit fetish, fuck. even a god damn hand fetish and more that i'm not listing. now i cant even look at myself in the mirror without thinking " ew your kneecaps are showing' i also can't even look at Hayley Williams the same without thinking of the fetish art on deviantart. Hayley is a REAL person. Hayley isn't the only one who got fetishized. Olivia Rodrigo, Taylor Swift, and much more.

I in fact got fetishized by some 4 year old gacha kid who made mpreg of my gacha oc.

i cant look at myself or anyone else the same way again.

i miss when i was a younger, when i had nothing to worry about,

i want to be 8 again, back when i had no insecurities and spend most of my days watching dantdm and making comics.

now i care what everyone thinks and i'm ashamed of myself for who i am.